January 2012
I want to be amazed
se existe algo que tem o dom de me desesperar é a minha falta de clareza. com todo o resto dos meus 2 milhões de defeitos eu lido bastante bem, e nuns momentos bright & shiny bem doidos sou até capaz de pensar que minhas qualidades superam com folga o resto todo. mas essa falta de clareza sempre vem me foder. essa falta absoluta de sentido de permanência, esse quero-não-quero, as vontades...
and i repeat myself the good words. and i try to remember every inch of him, but the memory is fading. still i linger on what i have: vague vults of his hair, his eyes, his chest, his goofy and at the same time charming laughter.
i’m not sure why i do this. i guess i just want that feeling to stay, i want to feel that way again. i want to feel… completely capable of making someone...
i miss it
i miss being yours
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